because it wasn't true anyway. It was a dream. The insanest dream, to believe that I was going to live forever.
But today I am alive, and I am determined to travel the SECONDS between life and death aware of my mortality. My now being mortal is a new beginning, a REAL exsperience, I will try and appreciate.
This is why I am happy to believe the W.T will one day be defeated.
Is that an insane thought?
A) I don't really care, it makes me contented and happy.
And finding sites like this I realise that it is not an insane thought. And I realise there are so many ex-witnesses scattered all over the globe. I see us as victims of an earthquake. After an earthquake, many are still in shock. But the simple fact is we survived that earth quake and are alive. We may for the moment have lost love ones to that Earthquake but there is hope they will be found in the rubble, and at the same time our exit is a victory against the Watchtower.
So today as I write, I realise I don't want to be in love with my hatred towards the W.T. It has taken me over a year to get rid of that assumption. I also realise sites like this make the school of " Life" our common classroom. I wonder what I can learn by asking you:-
A) Where are you in your recovery stage?
B) How long did it take to get where you are?
C) And where do you hope to be a year from now?
The Rebel.